A little to MUCH

 Dear self,

What happened?

How? Why? 

How on earth we are here?

Stuck in these mess?

Why are we on auto-pilot mode for all these years?

 

Why are we letting the world shape us?

Why are we letting social defines us?

Why do we let us drown in this terror?

And….

Why do we let go ‘us’?

 

Where did that girl have gone?

The one that shines like stars,

Bubbly and cheeky,

Full of positivity,

Did she lost, why we try to please the world?


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Will you?

Will you... 
accept the girl that unmask herself
from... 
her faking emotions that hurts her deeply
so deep.. 
until her mask falls from her face intentionally

That girl that you sees smiling all day long,
has now lost her smile,
she crushed the things that she valued the most in her life,
because the scar inside her is too deep
ever sincere tear drops won't help....

Now,   
the smiling has gone forever,
society had left her again
as she unmasked herself 
and ...
she's alone again
continuing her empty life
with the colours of her life faded away gradually 
and shadow of darkness starts following  her 

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The Smile on Her Face

You can see the smile on her face,
Everyday,
Every hour,
Every minute,
And even...
Every second...

But....
How sure can be that her emotions
Is being portrays from her little heart...
What if...
She just being poker face
Just to blend in the society

On one fine day,
You'll see...
That smile
Will no longer be on her face....

As she realize
She may be 'belonging' now to the society
But....
She's suffering and dying inside
As if her true self is gone
And
The only left is her soulless body
Wondering around to please others...

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The Mask

In the world of unknown,
Nothing last forever...
It just you and yourself...

Believe no other,
Smile cause your enemies hate it...
Love truly...
And.....
Wear the MASK..

If you don't wear a mask,
You can never survive...

If you wear a mask,
You can never be happy...

How sad and tragic life is,
But...
That's the reality..
And...
Nor me or you can escape from it...

Live your life like there is no tomorrow.....

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